I am a very simple artist that wanted to come up with some tools that would give others a much better way of being able to turn something negative into something beautiful or make the best out of what might otherwise be perhaps boring without?
How sad that I would wonder some things, as someone that has been praying on the other side of people's things they left behind, that I learn from their mistakes and that they were somehow helped by my coming across them since we are always coming out of the last dream that we had.
Is there anyone out there that will come across what I left behind before I am dead in a way that is only seeing something negative or maybe turning everything beautiful into something ugly?
Expecting that bad things will happen to me is kind of like cursing me, because there is always another approach that is more helpful for everyone, including for those coming across me, because how is that going to be more helpful to them?
If there is an answer to that, what is really happening to me when they are coming across what I have created to try and help other people?
Why go that direction when it is always a choice? If there is anything you might find that is negative where it is difficult to find the positive, will you please let me know so that I may be more helpful or avoid whatever pot hole in the road you may have went over or worried about?
I was shown games to play that were good for taking people out on dates at school while growing up. Psychological games that really were a fun way to try and get to know the other person which would seem very true, even though it may have been kind of ridiculous. An example would be asking someone to describe a ladder and then telling them that it was supposed to be their subconscious views of their friendships they have had. If our teacher taught me how to do several of these things that suddenly warned us about how it may have been possible that one of the students was hurt for spreading this in the wrong place and time somewhere, would we stop having our fun everywhere or just be more careful regarding who to share this kind of thing with? There was a question about a horse that was supposed to describe the person's ideal mate. Surely, where it became something awkward or did not fit at all, would people insist that this just HAD TO BE REAL or actually just do the right thing by laughing it off and forgetting about it so that no one was offended or took things the wrong way? Maybe, I have been too worried about what I was actually doing, but this is not going to fix my messenger for Facebook, is it?
Thank you for the help from various people, most especially the artists found out there. The reason that I had mentioned how we were against anyone targeting others for racist reasons would be to avoid what might be someone trying to take advantage of us with a hacker network to make "loyal black ice" by killing people in a way that would appear others did it, such as using maybe a song already released by an artist somewhere to stand up. Such a strategy could have involved maybe paying YouTube star sssniperwolf to promote a product like ice so that she would appear to be involved with a network that were doing more than they actually were. Just precautions to make sure no one has been taken advantage of. Where I had mentioned people were trying to force me into being a rat somewhere so that it may be used against us, I really don't know anything unless someone confessed somehow. If you haven't, I wouldn't worry about it. Just concerned about how we could be taken advantage of because of slapping a label for the 20s like I did and the whole world may be able to see this? I am transforming everything into something positive but this involves contacting others to make sure that it can be done without regret such as being framed or hurt later on.
Because of my friend appearing on a Grimes album cover with a history of obtaining "dark blow" that might be something he claimed to be legal that was purchased online as a new drug, I did things like "relapse" to try and draw out a serial killer cop or network. In Utah where I had told his girlfriend that his death appeared "fishy" and then again after going to Carson where I went to Evan Street by the Mormon Church while red & yellow balloons were in the sky so I went to Pierce Street in the bay area while letting the "public" know that I was going to the FBI building there. This was why those police reports or FBI tickets were filed and then later in Portland, the letter Q was supposed to be held at the police memorial to honor anyone willing to take a stand against someone at work they know may have been involved with killing people. Things have been done such as going through a bad part of town where people did things around my phone such as say various things that would appear like I was using drugs so that I could take a test to show what actually happened. One of the tests came back with only PCP as a positive? As if I was being drugged by someone that wanted me to freak out. It has been suspected that someone was trying to take my work or our network by using the excuse of an investigation as if we were part of something like terrorism. Anywhere, someone may have tried to convince others that Palm Bee did not want to meet me because of smoking or anything else should be documented and reported as this was most likely done to provide the false appearance that she knew what was going on while we were being blocked from connecting.
My messenger on Facebook has not worked for months as this girl has been basically kidnapped while my phone and computer has stopped working or a network stopped me from being able to reach her so that she would know WHAT SHE DID TO ME that every person would deserve to know since I have proven that WE SHARED INTIMATE DREAMS OF BEING MARRIED, INTIMATE WHILE PREGNANT, AND OF OUR CHILDREN that I have proven to be real using many demonstrations and even lie detector tests that were passed but she STILL DOES NOT KNOW as if someone had actually kidnapped her right in our own country! This network must be treated like terrorism until we have our American rights back that basically raped this girl because any older brother would call it this if she was prevented from knowing about something that important involving her! Human trafficking is a form of RAPE! So is using your network, money, or power to try and stop this person from knowing what she did for herself such as create this incredible story but when does "palm springs" end? Something is very wrong right now and I need help from every person that is willing until she knows about what happened! Both of us have been robbed from being discovered while this girl has spent a lot of money trying to be noticed somewhere like twitch but somehow this is not okay? Please wake up to how important it is right now to document yourself contacting this girl to let her know what is found on this website and that I am over here working until she has verified with PROOF that she knows EVERYTHING that I tried to share with her before a kidnapper or terrorist succeeds! What is happening is definitely illegal and needs to stop! She is NOT another person's object and has the right to choose her own mate! Please contact me and update me with what you have done to try and reach her. I have been trying for over two years as I kept being led on and tricked by those between us that went so far as to try and use her as bait to kill me while my memory was taken away as I was forced to touch a gun to be placed near children when I would try and meet her somewhere. I must assume that people have been trying to make sure that we do not meet because of what I did that increased her value so her rights as well as mine have been taken away. It is most likely not going to be her wherever you try and reach her because of what might be a hacker or the company that hired her so it is important to make sure that she is contacted in a way that is reliable or you are probably wasting your time.
What is happening to me should be on the news as I have proven that names of people and places are trying to help me and always have to do with whatever is going on as I come across them in a way that should be impossible to witness but proves with science that our parents would like to be contacted for predeath funerals or to get more involved in the celebration that I created? This is mostly true everywhere that I go! If any link, vid, or photo doesn't work make sure you let me know. I respond to everyone so if it seems we are being blocked, let everyone know while documenting everything, and don't give up until I am reached. On the phone, I will do things to prove it is not a recorded message.
Asking for grants and investments, WORKING ON THIS MOST NOW & for bigger picture
I would like to take down everything I am sharing that shows why I believe I met my children for obvious reasons like it would not be a good example for others to follow as I have not even met her IS A POSSIBILITY!? I am scared of putting my faith into a dream like that. The one that came to me the most... and now I woke up to how it may be really from her feeling too scared to share the truth now while praying for forgiveness, maybe most touched and grateful for what I am working on since it is closer to home and really matters since everything will become better then there is this "it has to be YOU that is the father & partner NOW!" that has not stopped happening for a long time coming from my dreams probably because it is her choice and not mine she must obey and follow because of being "younger" as she must feel like the boss of her family and the smartest best one wherever she is located! Not put down or ever having to worry about my being angry like she might with another. I know what I will be doing for her is something people cannot expect from boys now so I am working on lots of stuff that should make them better everywhere and much safer most especially once I get these grants or see another taking on what I cannot handle.. why did I wait until age 40 to start working was the PLAN that I made as a child while working all of my life on what will happen THEN? As if everything good doesn't even start to happen until then?! That was how I was as a child but it scares me that I thought of the age 70 as being old as that is a sign of needing to improve NOW! Scared I won't make my score soon enough to really work harder on maintaining my blood pressure IN THE GREEN while off all mediations. Can I accomplish this? What I have shared as far as I can tell is always the truth but when I check my own work I sure do mess up and wonder where something came from or a typo error but much of what I do is something like a paintbrush trying to create the most beautiful reality for others? It needs to be the absolute BEST for those facing death soon where I am hired for an event or whatever. Be wary of anyone sick out there that needs any of this "reality" to be true enough to cause harm. What is an example? Once I gathered a bunch of photos for choosing something random that provided a special moment someone had. no one needs to be KILLED to prove that this is real! Can we all be special? Thanks. PLEASE WARN ME WHERE THIS IS FOUND OUT THERE OR WHAT I SHOULD CHANGE IF YOU HAVE ANY ADVICE! This is a work in progress so please understand the concerns I have about the world in the wide web as I really need to get closer to someone black somewhere in my life to find out if I have to worry about what happened where anyone came across me. From my dreams the warnings found where people come across my content came across beautifully dangerous content they had to go to the bleachers for seeing their end BUT MAKE SURE TO GET UP AND MAKE IT THERE! Special names found would mean "the fans that are working will be the safest ones" for obvious reasons. Please do not look for excuses not to do this because I may provide those reasons too easily? I have to blame myself for what happens as much as possible for more power or harm prevention. I wasn't expecting I would be able to create so many synchronized whatever at once or as many people to be found that followed the rules I came up with so that was what scared me so much because I started to wonder if I could predict the next moment then magically see it! Maybe it is a way we may ride light like they are rivers from stars being people? Usually seems to come from the last dream we shared. What I mean is if these words were used: riding light... we might be so intelligent in our subconscious minds that we are capable of finding footholds like while rock climbing that come from previous locations partially showing the next step, if that makes any sense? In other words, it is a way of wonder that should be safe as long as people don't come to conclusions is where I worry?
"Don't let them sleep with this girl" just came from a voice telling me I shouldn't allow people with a "secret handshake" to sell this woman as if she is their property or anything like that when they might not even trust the others. Did that just come from the nearby television I barely noticed? Reminding me of a special request from my dreams when finding memories that came from a movie called "Bus Stop" so that I get more help coming up with something better they use for saving themselves or watching others play with themselves when they find a date rather than the other more selfish risky demand. I am so embarrassed from what I went through but I know that all this hard work will eventually pay off! How sad the amount of people that die tomorrow or the need for the letter Q everywhere might be the most real reason I connected with a prophet in a dream somewhere so they do not over populate.. he grabbed an object to show his mother and I had just discovered the reasons why it is so important to always find east. How sad that everything I work on right now they might keep using (letter Q part) to make sure humanity survives so we do not over populate. Finding a way all countries unite while waking up to a new weird need that works and learns for not killing people sharing space along with being able to decrease our population by choice is something we can actually realistically picture today in movies and so many other ways. Plans that aren't sick. When it becomes too much they will need something like the letter Q for who gets to legally have a child or something like that? Go forth and multiply the ANIMALS!